right now…

The moment in your life when you dont know what to say, dont know what to do, or even feel. The low point when you have lost significant people in your life, but can not physically try any harder to gain the friendship back. The moment when you reminise on the past, and wonder for the future. Having people tell you the horrible and belittleling conversation that have said about you, and you being so ablivious to the whole situation. But at the same time, having the reassurane that you have people that love, care, and want nothing but the best for you, the moment when you come to the conclusion that you dont need these people in your life, and better off without. Im over the people here, I need to grow and I need to leave this place, this is not where I belong…